it'snever wantedmuchfrom him.. want to alwayshave it.. jealousifhe waswiththe others..
butrealizedthat he wasnot amahramforme..
ya allah,Aningnever knowwhetherthe priestisthatyouchoselifeforme.. ya allah,iswhetherthe answerisalwaysAningreciteprayerseverybowto youand the tears thattrickledwhilepleadingto you..